how can i just said to my parents that i'll leave my school, for the sake of trial n error?
i wanna cry.. my mind is overloading. it can't stop making some noise and i can't stand any longer.
God.. i know i've been too far away from you & it's wrong. forgive me.
now i messed up everything and ended into waste basket; money, time, energy....
you know what.......... i'm fuckin' tired..............
FUCK*** tired
hard worker & workaholic
don't think of me as a hardworker, despite the fact that i do work hard (even force myself to do so) in last couple of weeks.
last night i had a relax chat with a friend of mine in facebook. just dropped by to say hi, indeed. and he started asking what i was doing and i told him that i was trying hard to finish my ass (red : assignment) and articles. but totally blank. and he adviced me :"you need to take a rest.. hey, this is saturday nite, just let your brain free, let your mind blank."
nice advice though. and i explained him that, big possibility i'll have no other free time to finish all for on Sundays, lotta things to do, have to teach almost a whole day.
then he simply said :"anak ini bener2 gendeng yoo...!!"
hahaha... not only him who said that i'm already crazy, mad, or any other synonymous. thanks God for giving me such friends, cuz they will always say what they have to say, and it would be a mirror to have reflection, to evaluate.
i think i have forced my self too much. working here & there. doing this & that. now i feel i start getting bored. my mind's exhausting & asking for some days off. Can i please my own mind??
there's difference between "hard worker" & "workaholic",
hard workers : working hard but know when they have to say STOP to themselves
workaholics : work.. work.. and work... no STOP!!!
i have no idea where do i belong to? the hard workers? the workaholics?
whatever.......... i need to take a rest on my Sunday, but unluckily, not this Sunday..
happy Sunday =)
ban motor dan keseriusan pasangan :)
kisah mengenai ban belakang motorku.
motor yang 3 tahun terakhir menjadi pacar setiaku di kota Malang tercinta. tak tergantikan dech fungsinya. malah aku yang suka sekali kelabakan kalo ada yg gag beres sm si grey (nama motorku).
dan penyakit yang sering kumat : ban bocor! :(
mengenai "penyakit" motorku yg satu ini, memang sepenuhnya salahku yang membelikan ban luar kualitas rendah. maaf grey. waktu itu sedang bokek akut. dan sampai skrg mesti lupa (atau dilupa2in) buat ganti sama ban yang bagus. alhasil, dalam sebulan terakhir bocor mpe 3x dan cukup menyusahkan. apalagi bocornya pas dipinjem sama tetangga, dan memaksa mereka untuk mendorong motorku sejauh beberapa kilo sampe ketemu tambal ban... gag enaknya diriku...
2x bocor lainnya (untungnya saja) saat aku yang pake.. saat pulang kerja dan pulang kuliah.
tapi... sebenarnya ada tips buat para cewek rider untuk mengetes keseriusan cowo kalian dengan bocornya ban motor kalian (ini buat yang lagi LDR!!).. here it is :
ketika mengalami ban motor bocor pada saat sendirian (tidak dengan sang kekasih), segera hubungi pacar kalian (via sms aja). dan lihat reaksinya.. jika :
1. cuman bales : "sabar sayang...... bla bla bla........................" --> dia sedang asik sama dunianya n gag peduli banget tuh sama masalah kita!!!!!
2. ditelpon n ditenangin.. kalo perlu selama tambal ban itu kalian diajakin ngobrol via phone atau kalo dia emang lagi sibuk setidaknya nelpon bentar buat tau keadaan kita--> he's seriously in love with you n wanna spend his time with you
i underwent this last nite.. ketika aku harus "kencan" sama mas tambal ban sepulang kuliah at 8 p.m, i sent an sms to my boy n he replied "sabar sayangku...", then i told him that i'm so hungry bla bla bla, he ONLY said : "sabar..." (again!!). then again i expressed what i feel while waiting my tires fixed, he didn't reply my sms. until i arrived at home, he didn't ask, at least, where i am, already at home or not.. no sms at all.. no worries from him as if i'm not a woman alone at nite with the flat tire n hungry stomach. no worry!! :(
cryin' a lil bit after realizing it.
but what for??
hope the tip will be useful for others.. :))
hidup perempuan perkasa!!!
