fine....... I QUIT!!!

yuhuuu... sebenarnya hari ini diriku sedang sangat bersemanagat kuliah karena 2 matkul hari ini tuh fave banget : teori kritis & sosiologi komunikasi.. betapa siapnya otakku menerima ilmu-ilmu dan hal-hal baru yang akan ku pelajari di kelas. sayangnya antusiasmeku itu harus padam karena hari ini ada LEMBUR.. just one single n nasty word ruins my day.. sebenarnya bukan karena lemburnya sich, but with whom i'll do that activity.. hihihi...
this "lovely but suck" job is totally awful lately. the idea of being an unemployment is hanging on my mind.. haunting me.. and frankly, i'm a bit scared of that. but now, maybe that way -being unemployment- is just another way to open my better future which is still a top secret. i have to start believing on my 100% capability. hey, i'm smart, experienced, tough, lots of companies wanna hire me. it's just a matter of time, once more.
dan hari ini, saksi ke-bete-an yang semakin akut, ditambah lagi harus merelakan 2 mata kuliah fave & ketiadaan fee lembur membuatku bertanya dan semakin bertanya : untuk apa aku disini?? what am i waiting for?????
indeed.. there're oodles of stories bout my big boss.. how did he treat me.. how did he appreciate me? appreciate?? sounds strange for me...

nothing compares to our own satisfaction n satisfaction is obtained from many factors in life, not only material side.. but there's more than that... and unfortunately, i never "taste" that side for just once..

so... fine.. I QUIT!!!