saturday nite sudden contemplation :)

wanna talk about something deeper.. brainstorm the concept inside my head.. though i, my self, often keep wondering oh how far i've evolved.. i do evolve..
this idea of self development is just screwing me much as i'm just about to know it. try better to get closer with it. and the fear of failure haunting me, mostly in my early twenty something.
menjadi orang yang lebih baik memang bukan hal yang mudah. apalagi kalo hanya dibarengi dengan teori-teori belaka, no action.

what i've been learning (still till now!) is : however far i'm attempting to be the best, still there are others who are better, but instead of comparing & complaining my imperfectness, a better idea is to be someone useful for others. every lil things mean a lot for others who less fortune. how beautiful this world could be if people are in charge of being useful, just starting from the simplest one. this thought is blessing. this thought is such a compromise for better life. and the harmony we dream of will come, singing its melody on its rhythm with tons of love in every single tone it sounds.

how amazing will be our world if there are lotta beings just don't think on theirselves, their wealthy, their prosperity. whatta..

we all know life ain't always fair.. life ain't always as we expected. but, hey, yet, it's our life. by living our life, we have no excuses to complain. living our life.. stop complaining.. doing rather than talking.. sharing rather than asking..

can we imagine what our world will be in the next couple of years??

long live & prosper ^_^