i wish one more chance

this is it. lay down weakly in bed for a whole day. not kinda my fave activity. but this is it. this was i've been done for today. very very unproductive. actually, i've been this tired for the last three days, and i was still forcing myself to work hard, lotta duties forced me to work hard and stay late at night.
somehow i know my limitation but i still break my own limitation for the sake of self-satisfaction. do i already get my satisfaction?? deep question to be contemplated.

couple of days lately, i'm preparing to enter, once more, the dark side of life. the empty heart start shouting loudly but nobody could heard it. just one more step tomorrow, and the darkness conquers me immediately.

i wish i have one more chance to fix it all.. i wish i have...