negative... binary...

this is sooooooo negative, being the opposite of positive, when i see that people backstab to each other. it's like circle of devil. chasing after. can't stop cos no satisfaction meets. and the best act is not to pay attention, i mean full attention, to it.
no words exactly repel the negative perspective to kill me. all along the way that i put my trust. too long so that i can't even see what's really going on.

it is very very negative in a simple point of view, instead of blaming others, still it's the opposite of supporting condition. ouch!

some say that i still have no clue on where will i focus on, where will i go for the next destination. no clear cut on my future prospectus..

it ain't negative if there's no positive. this is called binary opposition. and it's absolutely there, a lot of, to sign human's life in structural way. life is combination and it's just the way it is. so, it's commonly accepted person has two faces? i'd rather let the answer come by the time i already undergo oodles of negatives and positives.

this is sooooooooooo negative unless i have earlier preparation to protect myself from being destroyed. well, this unclear thought will remain in vain for everybody but me. cos i my self am the writer, the conseptor, the reader and the contemplator of all. :D

pity me... but don't ask me to give up.. ^_^