it's okay to be not okay

and my tears just fall down...
and my heart just start envying..

it's ridiculous...
it's heartless to put off my fight with the jealousy
pliz.. this is not me!!
i want to be brave to say that i'm okay
but i finally give up by myself
staring down on my feet grounding on earth
and i'm totally not fine enough
but time by time teaches me : it is sometime okay to say that i'm not okay.. i'm a bit unwell.. to deliver our energy to our surroundings and let them in to our life to assist us... cuz it's absolutely alright to be unwell

so.. here i am.. feeling no good... n i admit it... hopefully i could fix it up..
the world will not laugh at me if i just reassure myself that i'm not okay.. n it would be just fine!!

Malang,
2 Nov 2009
15:15